Rayray0211

Basically this was my 4th time travel to Taiwan and having 2 photoshoot over there at Hsinchu（新竹）

Its winter and we shooting under cold weather....last time was shooting under hot summer.....damn....i ish love to torture myself~*rolls*

Srsly its been longtime i didn't post anything here so i decided not to abandon it...though i rarely have time to do any artwork or cosplay shoot.....well my artwork not really tat good oso,juz i kinda like to hand draw once in a while~

Some fren said tat Taiwan become my 2nd home edi,yeah i kinda agree with it,the ppl there is nice n polite,the food is good which i wanna diet but failed everytime saw those street food tat juz make me drooooooling all the way~so here goes my diet plan~*bam!*

Now wish my next taiwan travel will gonna be awesome again~

but then again~gonna revive my cosplay for next event~Houzuki no Reitetsu~Hakutaku here i come!!!!!~~~

*phew*

its been ages i didn't update here~
so i gonna update a tiny thing in here~
LOL...plz don't smack me~XDXD

well~~Anicom 2010 had started 2weeks ago and i being helping Dave on his skit~
so this sunday will be the last week of the Anicom~

and~

i will be competing~wakakakakakakaka~~~~~
yea.....gonna be competing using DRRR character!!!!!XD
yosh~~ganbarou~~~

Well...its been awhile since i update my post...(sigh...really dun have the mood to post bout the ACM event on my cosplay blog...maybe will update tat later on...)

So...wat shud i say...hmmnnn.....
oh yea....
its been almost 2 years i've been in this company...
and recently i start to feel tired bout it...
not becuz of the work task or anything...and i would say i've done all my job...although there still some mistake...
still remember last time appraisal,talking with my head dept...and he say i'm lack of..hmmnn...wat its called again?...some kind of burning heart on doing work....ahaha...well...yes i dun have...cuz i become more tired each day facing everything in the workplace...each days gossip...each days politic play...each days mumbling...
so i started running away....i'm move into night shift since beginning of May and its been 2 month...feel more relax in someway but i'll face the morning crowd again real soon.....so let juz hope i'll be okay by then...

another thing tat fills in my mind lately is somekind of relationship...yea...a relationship tat supposed ended last 4 years...and dunno since when we start to contact each other again...
and i somehow got the feeling that she wanna comes back....but then i refused to think that...cuz it impossible after all the things we gone thru...

we get along together bout 4years but ended by found out that she had another relationship without my knowing...after a period of arguing and bad stuff happening around us...we start to lost contact with each others....

but all these years i'm still missing her so much...so much that i can't start a new relationship at all...tried once but end up heart broken again...things juz made me more tired...

and now...my head still swung up and down thinking of her...
although we started to contact each other again and still quarrel sometime...
but in the bottom of my heart...i still feel abit happy...but refuse the feeling as well...
cuz i dunno if she also feel the same...
does she wanna continue this impossible relationship...
we barely meet each other and i simply doesn't wanna have a date with her...for now...
but in the future...i'm really scare...really...really scare....

y couldn't i juz sleep in her arms silently and feel the peace...
and y would us end up fighting over small things each time...
thinking all these stuff juz make me weaker in the heart and tired...
now even fall sick cuz overstressed in my mind...
i juz wanna have a peaceful day and that is all i need....

if you comment here...

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours, unless you already did

okay i know i'm 3days late to post this~~but...

wheeee~~~~~its 2010~~~~~

lololololol............

well......really....nth much to say~~~

life still goes on~

hey tats for ordinary ppl~and i'm not~~

yessu~~~my cosplay plan still goes on and this year will be full of game character~~

and crazy costume too~~~wheeeee~~~~~~~~

hope i can fulfill all my dream this year~~~XDDDDD